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The little girls viewed these dainties with great satisfaction, and
suddenly discovered that they were very hungry.

Agnes set up a chair for each, saw them begin their meal, then left the
room, saying she would be back again directly with more hot cakes.

"There, Gracie, you needn't be the least bit afraid you're to be punished
any more," remarked Lulu. "They'd never have sent us such a supper as this
if they wanted to punish us."

"Do you want to run away from them now?" asked Gracie. "Do you think
Grandpa Dinsmore is so very, very cross to us?"

"He's too hard on Max," returned Lulu, "though not so hard as he used to
be on Grandma Elsie when she was his own little girl; and perhaps papa
would be just as hard as he is with Max."

"But 'tisn't 'cause they like to make us sorry, except for being naughty,
so that we'll grow up good, you know," said Grace. "I'm sure our dear papa
loves us, every one, and wouldn't ever make us sorry except just to make
us good. And you know we can't be happy here, or go to heaven when we die,
if we're not good."

"Yes, I know," said Lulu; "I'm not a bit happy when I'm angry and
stubborn, but for all that I can't help it."

CHAPTER XV.

"Happy in this, she is not yet so old
But she may learn."
--Shakespeare.

Violet, meeting her grandfather on the way to the supper-room, gave him an
anxious, troubled inquiring look, which he answered by a brief statement,
given in an undertone, of what had just passed between himself and Max and
Lulu.

"All of them!" sighed the young stepmother to herself, "all three of them
at once! Ah me!"

Though Mr. Dinsmore had spoken low, both his daughter and Zoe had heard
nearly all he said, and as they sat down to the table the one looked
grieved and distressed, the other angry.

During the meal Zoe never once addressed Mr. Dinsmore, and when he spoke
to her she answered as briefly as possible, and not in a very pleasant or
respectful tone.

Edward noticed it, and looked at her in displeased surprise; then,
becoming aware of the absence of the Raymonds, asked, "Where are Max,
Lulu, and Gracie?"

He had not heard the story of their disgrace, having come to the
supper-room a little later than the others, and directly from his own.

For a moment the question, addressed to no one in particular, remained
unanswered; then Mr. Dinsmore said, "Max and Lulu are in disgrace. I know
nothing about Gracie, but presume she is not feeling well enough to come
down."

Zoe darted an angry glance at him.

Violet looked slightly relieved. She had not spoken at all of Gracie's
wrongdoing, and did not want any one to know of it.

"I may send the children their supper, grandpa?" she said inquiringly,
with a pleading look.

"Do just as you please about it," he answered. "Of course I would not have
growing children go fasting for any length of time; certainly not all
night, for that would be to the injury of their health; and I leave it to
you to decide how luxurious their meal shall be."

"Thank you, grandpa," she said, and at once gave the requisite order.

Meanwhile Max had obeyed the order to go to his room in almost as angry
and rebellious a mood as Lulu's own. He shut the door, threw down his
package, tore off his overcoat and stamped about the floor for a minute
or two, fuming and raging.

"I say it's just shameful! abominable treatment! I'm tired being treated
like a baby, and I won't stand it! The idea of being shut up here for
twenty-four hours for such a trifle! Oh, dear!" he added, dropping into a
chair, "I'm as hungry as a bear. I wonder if he doesn't mean to let me
have any supper? I don't believe Mamma Vi would approve of his starving me
altogether; no, nor Grandma Elsie, either; I hope they'll manage to give
me something to eat before bedtime. If they don't, I believe I'll try to
bribe Tom when he comes to see to the fire."

It was not long before he heard Tom's step on the stairs, then his knock
on the door.

"Come in," he answered, in cheerful tones; then, as he caught sight of a
waiter full of good things, such as his sisters were supping upon,
"Hurrah! Tom, you're a brick! But who sent it?"

"Miss Wilet; and she says if dars not nuff ob it to satisfy yo' appetite,
you's to ring for mo'."

"All right; tell Mamma Vi I'm much obliged," said Max.

"Very good prison fare," he added to himself, as he fell to work, Tom
having withdrawn, "I've good reason to be fond of Mamma Vi, and as she's
fond of her grandfather, I s'pose I'll have to forgive him for her sake,"
he concluded, quite restored to good humor, and laughing gleefully at his
own jest.

"O Lulu," exclaimed Gracie, struck with a sudden recollection, and laying
down the spoon with which she was eating her oysters, "you know I was to
stay alone. You oughtn't to have come in here."

"Pooh! your time was up a good while ago," returned Lulu, "and Mamma Vi
must have expected me to come in here to eat supper along with you. I hope
she has sent as good a one to poor Maxie."

Violet went directly from the supper-room to her own apartments, where she
found the two little girls quietly talking together, while Agnes gathered
up the remainder of their repast and carried it and the dishes away.

"I hope you enjoyed your supper, dears," she said.

They both said they had, and thanked her for it.

"And I didn't deserve it, mamma," added Gracie, her tears beginning to
fall again; "but oh, I'm sorry, very sorry! Please, mamma, forgive me."

"I have entirely forgiven the sin against me, darling," whispered Violet,
folding her close to her heart, "and I trust God has forgiven your far
greater sin against Him. Now do not cry any more, or you will make
yourself sick, and that would make me very sad."

Lulu was sitting near fighting a battle with pride and passion, in which
ere-long she came off conqueror.

"Mamma Vi," she said with determination, "I didn't deserve it either, and
I'm sorry, too, for being angry at your grandfather and saucy to him."

"Dear child," said Violet, drawing her to her side and kissing her with
affectionate warmth, "how glad I am to hear you say that. May I repeat
your words to grandpa as a message from you?"

Again Lulu had a struggle with herself, and perhaps it was only the
thought that this was the easiest way to make an apology, which would
probably be required of her sooner or later, that helped her to conquer.

Her entry in her diary in regard to the occurrence was, "I was a little
saucy to Grandpa Dinsmore because he was hard on Max for just a little bit
of a trifle, but I've said I'm sorry, and it's all right now."

* * * * *

Edward and his grandfather having a business matter to talk over together,
repaired to the library on leaving the table, and Zoe, instead of going,
as usual, to the parlor with the others, went to her own rooms.

She had seen Violet, who was a little in advance of her, going into hers,
and only waiting to take a little package from a closet, she ran lightly
up to Max's door, tapped gently on it, then in her eagerness, opened it
slightly, with a whispered, "It's only I, Max. May I come in?"

"Yes, indeed," he answered, springing forward to admit her and hand her a
chair. "How good in you to come, Aunt Zoe!"

"No, I did it to please myself. You know you've always been a favorite
with me, Max, and I want to know what this is all about."

Max told her.

"It's a perfect shame!" she exclaimed indignantly. "I can't see the least
bit of harm in your going to the store and buying what you did. You
weren't even wasting the pocket money that you had a right to spend as you
pleased. Grandpa Dinsmore is a--a--rather tyrannical, I think."

"It does seem hard to have so little liberty," Max said, discontentedly,
"but I don't know that he's any more strict, after all, than papa."

"Well, I must run away now," said Zoe, jumping up. "Here's something to
sweeten your imprisonment," putting a box of confectionery into his hand.
"Good-by," and she tripped away.

She met her husband in the hall upon which their rooms opened. "Where have
you been?" he asked coldly, and with a suspicious look.

"That's my affair," she returned, flushing, and with a saucy little toss
of her pretty head.

He gave her a glance of mingled surprise and displeasure. "What has come
over you, Zoe?" he asked. "Can't you give a civil answer to a simple
question?"

"Of course I can, Mr. Travilla, but I think it's a pretty story if I'm to
be called to account as to where I go even about the house."

"Nothing but a guilty conscience could have made you look at my question
in that light," he said, leaning against the mantel and looking down
severely at her as she stood before him, for they were now in her boudoir.
"I presume you have been in Max's room, condoling with and encouraging him
in his defiance of grandpa's authority; and let me tell you, I won't allow
it."

"It makes no difference whether you allow it or not," she said, turning
away with a contemptuous sniff. "I'm my own mistress."

"Do you mean to defy my authority, Zoe?" he asked, with suppressed anger.

"Yes, I do. I'll do anything in the world for love and coaxing, but I
won't be driven. I'm your wife, sir, not your slave."

"I have no desire to enslave you, Zoe," he said, his tone softening, "but
you are so young, so very young for a married woman, that you surely ought
to be willing to submit to a little loving guidance and control."

"I didn't perceive much love in the attempt you made just now," she said,
seating herself and opening a book.

He watched her for a moment. She seemed absorbed in reading, and he could
not see that the downcast eyes were too full of tears to distinguish one
letter from another.

He left the room without another word, and hardly had the door closed on
him when she flung the book from her, ran into the dressing-room, and
throwing herself on a couch, cried as if her heart would break.

"He's all I have, all I have!" she moaned, "and he's beginning to be cruel
to me! Oh, what shall I do! what shall I do! Papa, papa, why did you die
and leave your darling all alone in this cold world?"

She hoped Edward would come back presently, say he was sorry for his
brutal behavior, and try to make his peace with her by coaxing and
petting; but he did not, and after a while she gave up expecting him,
undressed, went to bed and cried herself to sleep, feeling that she was a
sadly ill-used wife.

Meanwhile Edward had returned to the library for a time, then gone into
the family parlor, hoping and half expecting to find Zoe there with the
rest; but the first glance showed him that she was not in the room.

He made no remark about it, but sitting down beside his mother, tried to
interest himself in the evening paper handed him by his grandfather.

"What have you done with your wife, young man?" asked his sister Elsie
sportively. "We have seen nothing of her since supper."

"I left her in her room," he answered in a tone in which there seemed a
shade of annoyance.

"Have you locked her up there for bad behavior?" asked Rosie, laughing.

"Why, what do you mean, Rosie?" he returned, giving the child a half-angry
glance, and coloring deeply.

"Oh, I was only funning, of course, Ned. So you needn't look so vexed
about it; that's the very way to excite suspicion that you have done
something to her," and Rosie laughed gleefully.

But to the surprise of mother and sisters, Edward's brow darkened, and he
made no reply.

"Rosie," said Violet, lightly, "you are an incorrigible tease. Let the
poor boy alone, can't you?"

"Thank you, Mrs. Raymond," he said, with a forced laugh, "but I wouldn't
have Rosie deprived of her sport."

"I hope," remarked Mrs. Travilla, with a kindly though grave look at her
youngest daughter, "that my Rosie does not find it sport to inflict
annoyance upon others."

"No, mamma, not by any means, but how could I suppose my wise oldest
brother would care for such a trifle?" returned the little girl in a
sprightly tone.

"My dear," said her mother, "it is the little things--little pleasures,
little vexations--that far more than the great make up the sum total of
our happiness or misery in this life."

Edward was very silent during the rest of the evening, and his mother,
watching him furtively and putting that and that together, felt sure that
something had gone wrong between him and his young wife.

When the good-nights had been said and the family had scattered to their
rooms, he lingered behind, and his mother, who had left the room,
perceiving it, returned to find him standing on the hearth, gazing moodily
into the fire.

She went to him, and laying her hand gently on his shoulder. "My dear
boy," she said, in her sweet low tones, "I cannot help seeing that
something has gone wrong with you; I don't ask what it is, but you have
your mother's sympathy in every trouble."

"It is unfortunately something you would not want me to repeat even to
you, my best and dearest of mothers, but your assurance of sympathy is
sweet and comforting, nevertheless," he said, taking her in his arms with
a look and manner so like his father's, that tears sprang unbidden to her
eyes.

"Ah," he said presently, with a sigh that betrayed more than he was aware
of, "my father was a happy man in having such a woman for his wife!"

"A good husband makes a good wife, my boy," she returned, gazing
searchingly yet tenderly into his eyes; "and I think no woman with any
heart at all could have failed to be such to him."

"I am not worthy to be his son," he murmured, the hot blood mounting to
his very hair.

There was a moment or more of silence, then she said, softly caressing his
hair and cheek as she spoke, "Edward, my son, be very patient, very
gentle, forbearing and loving toward the orphan child, the care of whom
you assumed of your own free will, the little wife you have promised to
love and cherish to life's end."

"Yes, mother, I have tried very earnestly to be all that to her--but she
is such a child that she needs guidance and control, and I cannot let her
show disrespect to you or my grandfather."

"She has always been both dutiful and affectionate to me, Ned, and I have
never known her to say a disrespectful word to or about your grandfather."

"Did you not notice the looks she gave him at the table, to-night? the
tone in which she replied when he spoke to her?"

"I tried not to do so," she said with a smile. "I learned when my first
children were young that it was the part of wisdom to be sometimes blind
to venial faults. Not," she added more gravely, "that I would ever put
disrespect to my father in that category, but we must not make too much of
a little girlish petulance, especially when excited by a generous sympathy
with the troubles of another."

The cloud lifted from his brow. "How kind in you to say it, mother dear!
kind to her and to me. Yes, she is very fond of Max, quite as if he were a
younger brother, and it is very natural that she should sympathize with
him when in disgrace."

"And having been so petted and indulged by her father, allowed to have her
own way in almost everything, and seldom, if ever, called to account for
her doings, comings and goings, she can hardly fail to think my father's
rule strict and severe."

"True," Edward responded with a sigh, "and grandpa is a strict
disciplinarian, yet so kind and affectionate with it all that one cannot
help loving him."

"So I think. And now, good-night, my dear son. I must go; and perhaps your
little wife is looking and longing for your coming. She is very fond and
proud of her young husband," and with a motherly kiss and smile she left
him.

Edward paced the floor for several minutes with thoughtful air, then went
up-stairs to Zoe's boudoir.

She was not there or in the dressing-room. He took up a lamp and went on
into the adjoining bedroom. Shading the light with his hand, he drew near
the bed with noiseless step.

She lay there sleeping, tears on her eyelashes and her pillow wet with
them. His heart smote him at the sight. She looked such a mere child and
so sweet and innocent that he could hardly refrain from imprinting a kiss
upon the round rosy cheek and the full red lips.

And he longed for a reconciliation, but it seemed cruel to wake her, so it
should be the first thing in the morning, he said to himself.

He set the lamp down in a distant part of the room, and prepared for rest.

* * * * *

Max had spent the evening over his books and diary. His entry in that was
a brief statement of his delinquency, its punishment, and his resolve to
be more obedient in future.

He had just wiped his pen and put it away, when Grandma Elsie came for a
little motherly talk with him, as she often did at bedtime.

He received her with a mortified, embarrassed air, but her kind, gentle
manner quickly restored his self-possession.

"I was sorry, indeed," she said, "to hear that our boy Max had become a
breaker of rules, and so caused us the loss of his society at the table
and in the parlor."

"I thought the loss was all on my side. Grandma Elsie," he returned with a
bright, pleased look. "I didn't suppose anybody would miss me
unpleasantly."

"Ah, you were quite mistaken in that; we are all fond of you, Max."

"Not Grandpa Dinsmore, I'm sure," he said, dropping his eyes and frowning.

"Why, Max, what else could induce him to give you a home here and be at
the trouble of teaching you every day?"

"I thought it was you who gave me a home, Grandma Elsie," Max said in a
softened tone, and with an affectionate look at her.

"This is my house," she said, "but my father is the head of the family,
and without his approval I should never have asked you and your sisters
here, much as I desire your happiness, and fond of you as I certainly am."

"You are very, very good to us!" he exclaimed with warmth; "you do so much
for us! I wish I could do something for you!"

"Do you, my dear boy?" she said, smiling and softly patting his hand,
which she had taken in hers; "then be respectful and obedient to my
father. And to your mamma--my dear daughter. Nothing else could give me so
much pleasure."

"I love Mamma Vi!" exclaimed Max. 'I'm sure there couldn't be a sweeter
lady. And I like Grandpa Dinsmore, too, but--don't you think now he's very
strict and ready to punish a fellow for a mere trifle, Grandma Elsie?"

"I dare say it seems but a trifle to you for a boy of your age to go into
town and do an errand for himself without asking leave," she replied, "but
that might lead to much worse things; the boy might take to loitering
about the town and fall into bad company and so be led into I know not
what wickedness. For that reason parents and guardians should know all
about a boy's comings and goings."

"That's so, Grandma Elsie," Max said reflectively. "I don't mean to get
into bad company ever, but papa says I'm a heedless fellow, so perhaps I
might do it before I thought. I'll try to keep to rules after this."

"I hope so, for both your own sake and ours," she said; then with a
motherly kiss bade him good-night.

CHAPTER XVI.

"O jealousy! thou merciless destroyer,
More cruel than the grave! what ravages
Does thy wild war make in the noblest bosoms!"
--Mullet.

Edward stretched himself beside Zoe, but not to sleep for hours, for ever
and anon she drew a sobbing breath that went to his very heart.

"Poor little thing!" he sighed, "I must have acted like a brute to grieve
her so deeply, I should not have undertaken the care of a child who I knew
had been spoiled by unlimited petting and indulgence, if I could not be
more forbearing and tender with her. If, instead of a show of authority, I
had tried reasoning and coaxing, doubtless the result would have been very
different, and she would have been saved all this. I am ashamed of myself!
Grandpa might possibly have acted so toward a wife, but my father never, I
am sure."

He was really very fond of his little wife, loving her with a protecting
love as something peculiarly his own, to be guided and moulded to suit his
ideas and wishes, so that she might eventually become the perfectly
congenial companion, capable of understanding and sympathizing in all his
views and feelings, which he desired, but found that she was not yet.

He began to fear she might never attain to that; that perhaps his sudden
marriage was a mistake that would ruin the happiness of both for life.

Tormented thus, he turned restlessly on his pillow with many a groan and
sigh, nor closed an eye in sleep till long past midnight.

He was sleeping very soundly when, about sunrise, Zoe opened her eyes.

She lay still for a moment listening to his breathing, while memory
recalled what had passed between them previous to her retiring.

"And there he lies and sleeps just as soundly as if he hadn't been playing
the tyrant to the woman he promised to love and cherish to life's end,"
she said to herself, with a flash of anger and scorn in her eyes. "Well, I
don't mean to be here when he wakes; I'll keep out of his way till he's
had his breakfast; for they say men are always savage on an empty
stomach."

She slipped cautiously out of the bed, stole quietly into the next room,
made her toilet, arraying herself in riding habit and hat, went
down-stairs, ordered her pony saddled and brought to the door, and was
presently galloping away down the avenue.

Edward had requested her never to go alone, always to take a servant as an
attendant, even if she had one of the children with her, and especially if
she had not; but she disregarded his wishes in this instance, partly from
a spirit of defiance, partly because she much preferred a solitary ride,
and could not see that there was any danger in it.

It was a bright spring morning, the air just cold enough to be
delightfully bracing; men were at work in the fields, orchards were full
of bloom and fragrance, forest trees leafing out, and springing grass and
flowers making the roadsides lovely.

Zoe's spirits rose with every mile she travelled, the perfume of flowers,
the songs of birds, and all the sweet sights and sounds of nature that
greeted eye, and ear, and every sense, filled her with joy. How could she,
so young and full of life and health, be unhappy in so beautiful a world?

So keen was her enjoyment that she rode farther than she had intended.
Time passed so quickly that, on looking at her watch, she was surprised to
find that she would hardly be able, even at a gallop, to reach Ion by the
breakfast hour.

She was a little disturbed at that, for everybody was expected to be
punctual at meals. Grandpa Dinsmore was particular about it, and she did
not wish to give Edward fresh cause for displeasure.

As she galloped swiftly up the avenue, she was surprised to see him pacing
the veranda to and fro, watch in hand, while his horse stood near ready
saddled and bridled.

As she drew rein close by the veranda steps, Edward hastily returned his
watch to its fob, sprang forward, and lifted her from the saddle.

"Good-morning, little wife," he said with an affectionate kiss as he set
her down, yet still keeping his arm about her. "I was not so kind as I
might, or should have been last night, but you will not lay it up against
your husband, love?"

"No, of course not, Ned," she returned, looking up into his face flushed
and happy, that so loving an apology had been given her in place of the
reproof she expected; "and you won't hate me because I was cross when you
were?"

"Hate you, love! No, never! I shall love you as long as we both live. But
I must say good-by. I am summoned away on important business, and shall
have hardly time to catch the next train."

"You might have told me last night," she pouted, as with another kiss he
took his arm from her waist and turned to leave her.

"I did not receive the summons till half an hour ago," he answered,
hastily mounting his steed.

"When will you come back?" she asked.

"I hope to be with you by tea-time, this evening. Au revoir, darling."

He threw her a kiss and was gone, galloping so rapidly away that in a
minute or two he was out of sight; all the more speedily to her because
her eyes were blinded with tears as she stood motionless, gazing after
him.

It was their first parting, and there came over her a feeling that, should
he never come back, the world would be a desert, nothing left worth living
for.

"Never mind, dear child, it is for only a few hours, if all goes well,"
said a kind sweet voice at her side.

"Yes, mamma, but--oh, I wish he never had to go away without me! And why
couldn't I have gone with him this time?" she sobbed, beginning to feel
herself quite aggrieved, though the idea of going with Edward had but just
occurred to her.

"Well, dear, there really was not time to arrange that," Elsie said,
embracing her with motherly affection. "But come now and get some
breakfast. You must be hungry after your ride."

"Is Grandpa vexed because I was not here in season?" Zoe asked, following
her mother-in-law on her way to the breakfast-room.

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