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Japhet, In Search Of A Father by Frederick Marryat

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This was a phrase which admitted of a double meaning, and she replied,
"I should wish to see thee perfect, Japhet; but there is no perfection
now on earth; be therefore as perfect as you can."

"God bless you, Susannah."

"May the blessing of the Lord be on you always, Japhet," replied she.

I put my arm round her waist, and slightly pressed her to my bosom. She
gently disengaged herself, and her large eyes glistened with tears as she
left the room. In a quarter of an hour I was with Mr Masterton on the road
to London.

"Japhet," said the old gentleman, "I will say that you have been very
wise in your choice, and that your little Quaker is a most lovely
creature: I am in love with her myself, and I think that she is far
superior in personal attractions to Cecilia de Clare."

"Indeed, sir!"

"Yes, indeed; her face is more classical, and her complexion is
unrivalled; as far as my present knowledge and experience go, she is an
emblem of purity."

"Her mind, sir, is as pure as her person."

"I believe it; she has a strong mind, and will think for herself."

"There, sir, is, I am afraid, the difficulty; she will not yield a point
in which she thinks she is right, not even for her love for me."

"I agree with you that she will not, and I admire her for it; but,
Japhet, she will yield to conviction, and, depend upon it, she will
abandon the outward observances of her persuasion. Did you observe what
a spoke I put in your wheel last night, when I stated that outward forms
were pride. Leave that to work, and I'll answer for the consequences: she
will not long wear that Quaker's dress. How beautiful she would be if she
dressed like other people! I think I see her now entering a ball-room."

"But what occasions you to think she will abandon her persuasion?"

"I do not say that she will abandon it, nor do I wish her to do it, nor
do I wish you to do it, Japhet. There is much beauty and much perfection
in the Quaker's creed. All that requires to be abandoned are the dress
and the ceremonies of the meetings, which are both absurdities.
Recollect, that Miss Temple has been brought up as a Quaker; she has,
from the exclusiveness of the sect, known no other form of worship, and
never heard any opposition to that which has been inculcated; but let
her once or twice enter the Established Church, hear its beautiful
ritual, and listen to a sound preacher. Let her be persuaded to do that,
which cannot be asking her to do wrong, and then let her think and act
for herself, and my word for it, when she draws the comparison between
what she has then heard and the nonsense occasionally uttered in the
Quakers' conventicle, by those who fancy themselves inspired, she will
herself feel that, although the tenets of her persuasion may be more in
accordance with true Christianity than those of other sects, the outward
forms and observances are imperfect. I trust to her own good sense."

"You make me very happy by saying so." "Well, that is my opinion of her,
and if she proves me to be correct, hang me if I don't think I shall
adopt her."

"What do you think of Mrs Cophagus, sir?"

"I think she is no more a Quaker in her heart than I am. She is a
lively, merry, kind-hearted creature, and would have no objection to
appear in feathers and diamonds to-morrow."

"Well, sir, I can tell you that Mr Cophagus still sighs after his blue
cotton-net pantaloons and Hessian boots."

"More fool he! but, however, I am glad of it, for it gives me an idea
which I shall work upon by-and-bye; at present we have this eventful
meeting between you and your father to occupy us."

We arrived in town in time for dinner, which Mr Masterton had ordered at
his chambers. As the old gentleman was rather tired with his two days'
travelling, I wished him good-night at an early hour.

"Recollect, Japhet, we are to be at the Adelphi hotel to-morrow at one
o'clock--come in time."

I called upon Mr Masterton at the time appointed on the ensuing day, and
we drove to the hotel in which my father had located himself. On our
arrival, we were ushered into a room on the ground floor, where we found
Mr Cophagus and two of the governors of the Foundling Hospital.

"Really, Mr Masterton," said one of the latter gentlemen, "one would
think that we were about to have an audience with a sovereign prince,
and, instead of conferring favours, were about to receive them. My time
is precious; I ought to have been in the city this half hour, and here
is this old nabob keeping us waiting as if we were petitioners."

Mr Masterton laughed and said, "Let us all go up stairs, and not wait to
be sent for."

He called one of the waiters, and desired him to announce them to
General De Benyon. They then followed the waiter, leaving me alone. I
must say, that I was a little agitated; I heard the door open above,
and then an angry growl like that of a wild beast; the door closed again,
and all was quiet. "And this," thought I, "is the result of all my fond
anticipations, of my ardent wishes, of my enthusiastic search. Instead
of expressing anxiety to receive his son, he litigiously requires proofs,
and more proofs, when he has received every satisfactory proof, already.
They say his temper is violent beyond control, and that submission
irritates instead of appeasing him; what then if I resent? I have heard
that people of that description are to be better met with their own
weapons;--suppose I try it;--but no, I have no right;--I will however be
firm and keep my temper under every circumstance; I will show him, at
least, that his son has the spirit and the feelings of a gentleman."

As these thoughts passed in my mind the door opened, and Mr Masterton
requested me to follow him. I obeyed with a palpitating heart, and when
I had gained the landing-place up stairs, Mr Masterton took my hand and
led me into the presence of my long-sought-for and much-dreaded _parent_.
I may as well describe him and the whole tableau. The room was long and
narrow, and, at the farther end, was a large sofa, on which was seated
my father with his injured leg reposing on it, his crutches propped
against the wall. On each side of him were two large poles and stands
each with a magnificent macaw. Next to the macaws were two native
servants, arrayed in their muslin dresses, with their arms folded.
A hooka was in advance of the table before the sofa; it was magnificently
wrought in silver, and the snake passed under the table, so that the
tube was within my honoured father's reach. On one side of the room sat
the two governors of the Foundling Hospital, on the other was seated Mr
Cophagus in his Quaker's dress; the empty chair next to him had been
occupied by Mr Masterton. I looked at my father: he was a man of great
size, apparently six feet three or four inches, and stout in proportion
without being burthened with fat: he was gaunt, broad shouldered, and
muscular, and I think, must have weighed seventeen or eighteen stone.
His head was in proportion to his body and very large; so were all his
features upon the same grand scale. His complexion was of a
brownish-yellow, and his hair of a snowy white. He wore his whiskers
very large and joined together under the throat, and these, which were
also white, from the circle which they formed round his face, and
contrasting with the colour of his skin, gave his _tout ensemble_ much
more the appearance of a royal Bengal tiger than a gentleman. General
De Benyon saw Mr Masterton leading me forward to within a pace or two of
the table before the general.--"Allow me the pleasure of introducing
your son, Japhet."

There was no hand extended to welcome me. My father fixed his proud grey
eyes upon me for a moment, and then turned to the governors of the
hospital.

"Is this the person, gentlemen, whom you received as an infant and
brought up as Japhet Newland?"

The governors declared I was the same person; that they had bound me to
Mr Cophagus, and had seen me more than once since I quitted the Asylum.

"Is this the Japhet Newland whom you received from these gentlemen and
brought up to your business?"

"Yea, and verily--I do affirm the same--smart lad--good boy, and so on."

"I will not take a Quaker's affirmation--will you take your oath, sir?"

"Yes," replied Cophagus, forgetting his Quakership; "take oath--bring
Bible--kiss book, and so on."

"You then, as a Quaker, have no objection to swear to the identity of
this person?"

"Swear," cried Cophagus, "yes, swear--swear now--not Japhet!--I'm
damned--go to hell, and so on."

The other parties present could not help laughing at this explosion from
Cophagus, neither could I. Mr Masterton then asked the general if he
required any more proofs.

"No," replied the general discourteously; and speaking in Hindostanee
to his attendants, they walked to the door and opened it. The hint was
taken, Mr Masterton saying to the others in an ironical tone, "After so
long a separation, gentlemen, it must be natural that the general should
wish to be left alone, that he may give vent to his paternal feelings."




Chapter LXXIV

Father and I grow warm in our argument--Obliged to give him a
little schooling to show my affection--Takes it at last very
kindly, and very dutifully owns himself a fool.


In the meantime, I was left standing in the middle of the room; the
gentlemen departed, and the two native servants resumed their stations
on each side of the sofa. I felt humiliated and indignant, but waited in
silence; at last, my honoured parent, who had eyed me for some time,
commenced.

"If you think, young man, to win my favour by your good looks, you are
very much mistaken: you are too like your mother, whose memory is
anything but agreeable."

The blood mounted to my forehead at this cruel observation; I folded my
arms and looked my father steadfastly in the face, but made no reply.
The choler of the gentleman was raised.

"It appears that I have found a most dutiful son."

I was about to make an angry answer, when I recollected myself, and I
courteously replied, "My dear general, depend upon it that your son will
always be ready to pay duty to whom duty is due; but excuse me, in the
agitation of this meeting you have forgotten those little attentions
which courtesy demands; with your permission I will take a chair, and
then we may converse more at our ease. I hope your leg is better."

I said this with the blandest voice and the most studied politeness, and
drawing a chair towards the table, I took my seat; as I expected, it put
my honoured father in a tremendous rage.

"If this is a specimen, sir, of your duty and respect, sir, I hope to
see no more of them. To whom your duty is due, sir!--and pray to whom
is it due, sir, if not to the author of your existence?" cried the
general, striking the table before him with his enormous fist, so as to
make the ink fly out of the stand some inches high and bespatter the
papers near it.

"My dear father, you are perfectly correct: duty, as you say, is due to
the author of our existence. If I recollect right, the commandment says,
'Honour your father and your mother;' but at the same time, if I may
venture to offer an observation, are there not such things as reciprocal
duties--some which are even more paramount in a father than the mere
begetting of a son?"

"What do you mean, sir, by these insolent remarks?" interrupted my father.

"Excuse me, my dear father, I may be wrong, but if so, I will bow to your
superior judgment; but it does appear to me, that the mere hanging me in
a basket at the gate of the Foundling Hospital, and leaving me a
bank-note of fifty pounds to educate and maintain me until the age of
twenty-four, are not exactly all the duties incumbent upon a parent. If
you think that they are, I am afraid that the world, as well as myself,
will be of a different opinion. Not that I intend to make any complaint,
as I feel assured that now circumstances have put it in your power, it is
your intention to make me amends for leaving me so long in a state of
destitution, and wholly dependent upon my own resources."

"You do, do you, sir? well, now, I'll tell you my resolution, which
is--there is the door--go out, and never let me see your face again."

"My dear father, as I am convinced this is only a little pleasantry on
your part, or perhaps a mere trial whether I am possessed of the spirit
and determination of a De Benyon, I shall, of course, please you by not
complying with your humorous request."

"Won't you, by G--d!" roared my father; then turning to his two native
servants, he spoke to them in Hindostanee. They immediately walked to the
door, threw it wide open, and then coming back to me, were about to take
me by the arms. I certainly felt my blood boil, but I recollected how
necessary it was to keep my temper. I rose from my chair, and advancing
to the side of the sofa, I said.

"My dear father, as I perceive that you do not require your crutches at
this moment, you will not perhaps object to my taking one. These foreign
scoundrels must not be permitted to insult _you_ through the person of
your only son."

"Turn him out," roared my father.

The natives advanced, but I whirled the crutch round my head, and in a
moment they were both prostrate. As soon as they gained their feet, I
attacked them again, until they made their escape out of the room; I
then shut the door and turned the key.

"Thank you, my dear sir," said I, returning the crutch to where it was
before. "Many thanks for thus permitting me to chastise the insolence
of these black scoundrels, whom I take it for granted, you will
immediately discharge;" and I again took my seat in the chair, bringing
it closer to him.

The rage of the general was now beyond all bounds; the white foam was
spluttered out of his mouth, as he in vain endeavoured to find words.
Once he actually rose from the sofa, to take the law in his own hands,
but the effort seriously injured his leg, and he threw himself down in
pain and disappointment.

"My dear father, I am afraid that, in your anxiety to help me, you have
hurt your leg again," said I, in a soothing voice.

"Sirrah, sirrah," exclaimed he at last; "if you think that this will do,
you are very much mistaken. You don't know me. You may turn out a couple
of cowardly blacks, but now I'll show you that I am not to be played
with. I discard you for ever--I disinherit--I disacknowledge you. You
may take your choice, either to quit this room, or be put into the hands
of the police."

"The police, my dear sir! What can the police do?"

"I may call in the police for the assault just committed by your
servants, and have them up to Bow Street, but you cannot charge me with
an assault."

"But I will, by G--d, sir, true or not true."

"Indeed you would not, my dear father. A De Benyon would never be guilty
of a lie. Besides, if you were to call in the police;--I wish to argue
this matter coolly, because I ascribe your present little burst of
ill-humour to your sufferings from your unfortunate accident. Allowing
then, my dear father, that you were to charge me with an assault, I
should immediately be under the necessity of charging you also, and then
we must both go to Bow Street together. Were you ever at Bow Street,
general?" The general made no reply, and I proceeded. "Besides, my dear
sir, only imagine how very awkward it would be when the magistrate put
you on your oath, and asked you to make your charge. What would you be
obliged to declare? That you had married when young, and finding that
your wife had no fortune, had deserted her the second day after your
marriage. That you, an officer in the army, and the Honourable Captain
De Benyon, had hung up your child at the gates of the Foundling
Hospital--that you had again met your wife, married to another, and had
been an accomplice in concealing her capital offence of bigamy, and had
had meetings with her, although she belonged to another. I say meetings,
for you did meet her, to receive her directions about me. I am
charitable and suspect nothing--others will not be so. Then, after her
death, you come home, and inquire about your son. His identity is
established,--and what then? not only you do not take him by the hand,
in common civility, I might say, but you first try to turn him out of
the house, and to give him in charge of the police: and then you will
have to state for what. Perhaps you will answer me that question, for
I really do not know."

By this time, my honoured father's wrath had, to a certain degree,
subsided; he heard all I had to say, and he felt how very ridiculous
would have been his intended proceedings, and, as his wrath subsided,
so did his pain increase; he had seriously injured his leg, and it was
swelling rapidly--the bandages tightened in consequence, and he was
suffering under the acutest pain, "Oh, oh!" groaned he.

"My dear father, can I assist you?"

"Ring the bell, sir."

"There is no occasion to summon assistance while I am here, my dear
general. I can attend you professionally, and if you will allow me, will
soon relieve your pain. Your leg has swollen from exertion, and the
bandages must be loosened."

He made no reply, but his features were distorted with extreme pain. I
went to him, and proceeded to unloose the bandages, which gave him
considerable relief. I then replaced them, _secundum artem_, and with
great tenderness, and going to the sideboard, took the lotion which was
standing there with the other bottles, and wetted the bandages. In a few
minutes he was quite relieved. "Perhaps, sir," said I, "you had better
try to sleep a little. I will take a book, and shall have great pleasure
in watching by your side."

Exhausted with pain and violence, the general made no reply; he fell back
on the sofa, and, in a short time, he snored most comfortably. "I have
conquered you," thought I, as I watched him as he lay asleep. "If I have
not yet, I will, that I am resolved." I walked gently to the door,
unlocked it, and opening it without waking him, ordered some broth to
be brought up immediately, saying that the general was asleep, and that
I would wait for it outside. I accomplished this little manoeuvre, and
re-closed the door without waking my father, and then I took my seat in
the chair, and resumed my book, having placed the broth on the side of
the fire-grate to keep it warm. In about an hour he awoke, and looked
around him.

"Do you want anything, my dearest father?" inquired I.

The general appeared undecided as to whether to recommence hostilities,
but at last he said, "I wish the attendance of my servants, sir."

"The attendance of a servant can never be equal to that of your own son,
general," replied I, going to the fire, and taking the basin of broth,
which I replaced upon the tray containing the _et ceteras_ on a napkin.
"I expected you would require your broth, and I have had it ready for
you."

"It was what I did require, sir, I must acknowledge," replied my father,
and without further remark he finished the broth.

I removed the tray, and then went for the lotion, and again wetted the
bandages on his leg. "Is there anything else I can do for you, sir?"
said I.

"Nothing--I am very comfortable."

"Then, sir," replied I, "I will now take my leave. You have desired me
to quit your presence for ever; and you attempted force. I resisted that,
because I would not allow you to have the painful remembrance that you
had injured one who had strong claims upon you, and had never injured
you. I resented it also, because I wished to prove to you that I was a
De Benyon, and had spirit to resist an insult. But, general, if you
imagine that I have come here with a determination of forcing myself upon
you, you are much mistaken. I am too proud, and happily am independent by
my own exertions, so as not to require your assistance. Had you received
me kindly, believe me, you would have found a grateful and affectionate
heart to have met that kindness. You would have found a son, whose sole
object through life has been to discover a father, after whom he has
yearned, who would have been delighted to have administered to his wants,
to have yielded to his wishes, to have soothed him in his pain, and to
have watched him in his sickness. Deserted as I have been for so many
years, I trust that I have not disgraced you, General De Benyon; and if
ever I have done wrong, it has been from a wish to discover you. I can
appeal to Lord Windermear for the truth of that assertion. Allow me to
say, that it is a very severe trial--an ordeal which few pass through
with safety--to be thrown as I have been upon the world, with no friend,
no parent to assist or to advise me, to have to bear up against the
contingency of being of unacknowledged and perhaps disgraceful birth.
It is harder still, when I expected to find my dearest wishes realised,
that without any other cause than that of my features resembling those
of my mother, I am to be again cast away. One thing, General De Benyon,
I request, and I trust it will not be denied, which is, that I may assume
the name which I am entitled to. I pledge you that I never will disgrace
it. And now, sir, asking and expecting no more, I take my leave, and you
may be assured, that neither poverty, privation, nor affliction of any
kind, will ever induce me to again intrude into your presence. General
De Benyon, farewell for ever."

I made my father a profound bow, and was quitting the room.

"Stop, sir," said the general. "Stop one moment, if you please."

I obeyed.

"Why did you put me out of temper? Answer me that."

"Allow me to observe, sir, that I did not put you out of temper; and
what is more, that I never lost my own temper during the insult and
injury which I so undeservedly and unexpectedly have received."

"But that very keeping your temper made me more angry, sir."

"That is very possible; but surely I was not to blame. The greatest proof
of a perfect gentleman is, that he is able to command his temper, and I
wished you to acknowledge that I was not without such pretensions."

"That is as much as to say that your father is no gentleman; and this,
I presume, is a specimen of your filial duty," replied the general,
warmly.

"Far from it, sir; there are many gentlemen who, unfortunately, cannot
command their tempers, and are more to be pitied than blamed for it;
but, sir, when such happens to be the case, they invariably redeem
their error, and amply so, by expressing their sorrow, and offering
an apology."

"That is as much as to say, that you expect me to apologise to you."

"Allow me, sir, to ask you, did you ever know a De Benyon submit to
an insult?"

"No, sir, I trust not."

"Then, sir, those whose feelings of pride will not allow them to submit
to an insult ought never to insult others. If, in the warmth of the
moment, they have done so, that pride should immediately induce them
to offer an apology, not only due to the party, but to their own
characters. There is no disgrace in making an apology when we are in
error, but there is a great disgrace in withholding such an act of
common justice and reparation."

"I presume I am to infer from all this, that you expect an apology
from me?"

"General De Benyon, as far as I am concerned, that is now of little
importance; we part, and shall probably never meet again; if you think
that it would make you feel more comfortable, I am willing to receive it."

"I must suppose by that observation, that you fully expect it, and
otherwise will not stay?"

"I never had a thought of staying, general; you have told me that you
have disinherited and discarded me for ever; no one with the feelings
of a man would ever think of remaining after such a declaration."

"Upon what terms, then, sir, am I to understand that you will consent to
remain with me, and forget all that has passed?"

"My terms are simple, general; you must say that you retract what you
have said, and are very sorry for having insulted me."

"And without I do that, you will never come here again?"

"Most decidedly not, sir. I shall always wish you well, pray for your
happiness, be sorry at your death, and attend your funeral as chief
mourner, although you disinherit me. That is my duty, in return for my
having taken your name, and your having acknowledged that I am your son;
but live with you, or even see you occasionally, I will not, after what
has passed this day, without you make me an apology."

"I was not aware that it was necessary for a father to apologise to
his son."

"If you wrong a stranger, you offer an apology; how much more is it due
to a near relation?"

"But a parent has claims upon his own son, sir, for which he is bound to
tender his duty."

"I grant it, in the ordinary course of things in this life; but, General
De Benyon, what claims have you as a parent upon me? A son in most cases
is indebted to his parents for their care and attention in infancy--his
education--his religious instruction--his choice of a profession, and
his advancement in life, by their exertions and interest; and when they
are called away, he has a reasonable expectation of their leaving him a
portion of their substance. They have a heavy debt of gratitude to pay
for what they have received, and they are further checked by the hopes
of what they may hereafter receive. Up to this time, sir, I have not
received the first, and this day I am told that I need not expect the
last. Allow me to ask you, General De Benyon, upon what grounds you
claim from me a filial duty? certainly not for benefits received, or
for benefits in expectation; but I feel that I am intruding, and
therefore, sir, once more, with every wish for your happiness, I take
my leave."

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