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The judge ordered the candles, and while they were waiting observed:
"You had better accustom yourself to shadows, young man, for you will
find plenty of them on the road you are traveling. They deepen with the
passing years, along every pathway; but the one on which you are about
to set your feet leads into the hopeless dark."

These unexpected words agitated the soul of the young plotter, but while
he was still shuddering the barkeeper entered with the candles and set
them down on the table between the two men, who found themselves
vis-a-vis in the flickering gleams.

They leaned on their elbows and looked into each other's faces. The
contrast was remarkable. The countenance of the judge had unquestionably
once been noble, and perhaps also beautiful; but the massive features
were now coarsened by dissipation. A permanent curl of scorn had
wreathed itself around the mouth. A look of ennui brooded over his
features. One would as soon expect to see a flower in the crater of a
volcano as a smile on the lips of this extinct man.

David's face was young and beautiful. The features were still those of a
saint, even if the aureole had for a time been eclipsed by a cloud.
These two human beings gazed incredulously at each other for a moment.

"I was once like this youth," the judge was saying to himself with a
sigh.

"I shall never be like this beast," thought David with a shudder of
repulsion and disgust.

The "Justice" (grotesque parody) broke the silence.

"Did you succeed?" he asked.

"No," said David, sullenly.

"She would not yield, then?"

"No more than adamant or steel."

"You should have pressed her harder."

"I used my utmost skill."

"You are a novitiate, perhaps. An adept would have succeeded."

"Not with her."

"Ah! who ever caught a trout at the first cast? What you need is
experience."

"What I want is help."

"And so you have appealed to me? You wish me to go to this woman and
tell her that her marriage was a fraud?"

"I do."

"There have been pleasanter tasks."

"Will you do it, or will you not?"

"Suppose she will not believe me?"

"You must compel her."

"Young man, have you no compunctions about this business?" said the
judge, leaning forward and looking earnestly into the blue eyes.

"Compunctions?" said David, in a dry echo of the question.

"Yes, compunctions," replied the judge, repeating the word again.

"Oh! some. But for every compunction I have a thousand desperate
determinations. Were you ever in love, Judge?"

"Yes, I have been in love, such love as yours, and that is why I am what
I am now."

As he uttered these words, he lifted the glass which his hand had been
toying with, drained it to the dregs, fixed his eyes on David once more,
and after regarding him a moment with a look of pity, said slowly and
solemnly: "Young man, I am about to give you good advice. You smile? No
wonder! But I beg you to listen to me. Sometimes a shipwrecked sailor
makes the best captain, for he knows the force of the tempest. I have no
conscience for myself, but some unaccountable emotion impels me to bid
you abandon this project. Somehow, as I look at you, I cannot bear to
have you become what I am. You seem so young and innocent that I would
like to have you stay as you are. I wish to save you. How strange it is.
When I look at you, I seem to behold myself as I was at your age."

As he spoke these words the whole expression of his countenance altered,
and faint traces of an almost extinguished manhood appeared. It was as
if beauty, sunk below the horizon, had been thrown up in a mirage.

So tender an appeal would have broken a heart like David's, except for
the madness of illicit love.

"Judge!" he cried, striking the table with his fist, "I did not come
here for advice, I came for help. I am determined to have this woman.
She is mine by virtue of my desire and my capacity to acquire her! I
must have her! I will have her, by fair means or foul. And, Judge, in
this case, the foulest means are fair. What seems an act of injustice is
in reality an act of mercy. You know her husband, and you know as well
as I do that her life with him will be her ruin. You know that the
complacency with which she once regarded him has already turned to
disgust, and that it is only a single step from disgust to hate and
another from hate to murder. She will kill him some day! She cannot help
it. It is human nature and if she doesn't I will! Come now, Judge, you
will help me, won't you?"

A cynical smile wreathed itself around the mouth of the old roue. In his
debauched nature, the oil of sympathy had long ago been exhausted. This
was a last despairing flicker. A wick cannot burn alone.

"Help you?" he said languidly. "Oh, yes, I will help you. There is no
use trying to save you. You are only another moth! You want the fire,
and you will have it! You will burn your wings off as millions have done
before you and as millions will do after you. What then? Wings are made
to be burned! I burned mine. Probably if I had another pair I would burn
them also. It is as useless to moralize to a lover as to a tiger. I am a
fool to waste my breath on you. Let us get down to business. You say
that she loves you, and that she will be glad to learn that she is
free?"

"I do! her heart is on our side. She will believe you, easily!"

"Yes, she will believe me easily! She will believe me too easily! For
six thousand years desire has been a synonym for credulity. All men
believe what they want to, except myself. I believe everything that I do
not want to, and nothing that I do! But no matter. How much am I to get
for this job?"

They haggled a while over the price, struck a bargain and shook
hands--the same symbol being used among men to seal a compact of love or
hate, virtue or vice.

"Be at the Spencer House at eleven o'clock," said David, rising. "You
will find us on the balcony. The doctor is to spend the night in a revel
with the captain of the Mary Ann, and we shall be uninterrupted. Be an
actor. Be a great actor, Judge. You are to deal with a soul which
possesses unusual powers of penetration."

"Do not fear! She will be no match for me, for she is innocent--and when
was virtue ever a match for vice? She is predestined to her doom!
Farewell! Fare-ill, I mean," he muttered under his breath, as David
passed from the room.

He gazed after him with his basilisk eyes, drank another glass of whisky
and relapsed into reveries.

The mind of the lover was full of tumultuous emotions. On the thin ice
of his momentary joy, he hovered like an inexperienced skater over the
great deeps of sin which were waiting to engulf him.

There was still an hour before the time when he would have to take his
part in the business of the evening. He determined to walk off his
excitement, and chose the way along the edge of the river.

It was now quite dark. The stars were shining in the sky and lamps were
twinkling in the windows. The streets were almost deserted; the
citizens, wearied with the toils of the day, were eating their evening
meal, or resting on the balconies and porches. Here and there on the
surface of the swift-flowing river a huge steamer swept past, or little
ferry-boats shot back and forth like shuttles. His thoughts composed a
strangely blended web of good and evil. At the same moment in which he
reiterated his resolve to prosecute this deed he consecrated himself to
a life of tenderness and devotion to the woman whom he loved with all
the energy of his nature! Of such inconsistencies is the soul capable!

It seemed an easy matter to him to control the august forces which he
was letting loose! He was like a little child who wanders through a
laboratory uncorking bottles and mixing explosives.

Having regained his calmness by a long walk, he hurried back and reached
the open space along the river front where peddlers, mountebanks and
street venders plied their crafts, just in time to meet the doctor as he
drove up with his horses.




CHAPTER XV.

THE SNARE OF THE FOWLER

"Thinks thou there are no serpents in the world
But those who slide along the grassy sod
And sting the luckless foot that presses them?
There are those who in the path of social life
Do bask their skins in Fortune's sun
And sting the soul." --Joanna Baillie.


That evening's business was one of unprecedented success. Never had the
young orator been so brilliant. All the faculties of his mind seemed
wrought up to their highest pitch and all its resources under perfect
control. The boisterous crowd laughed itself hoarse at his humor, wept
itself silly at his pathos, and laid its shekels at his feet.

It is no wonder that such scenes and others like them have generated
both satirists and saviors, and that while men like Savonarola have been
ready to die for the redemption of such creatures other men, like
Juvenal, have sneered.

The three companions returned to the hotel and counted their ill-gotten
gains. Pepeeta was sober, David exultant and the doctor hilarious. He
pulled out the ends of his long black mustache to their utmost limit,
twisted them into ropes, rubbed his hands together, slapped his great
thigh and laughed long and loud.

"David, my son," he exclaimed, "you have the touch of Midas; g-g-give us
a few years more and we will outrank the fabled Croesus. We shall yet
be masters of the world. We shall ride upon its neck as if it w-w-were
an ass! How about the old farm life now? Do you want to return to the
p-p-plow-tail? Would you rather milk the b-b-brindle cow than the
b-b-bedeviled people? This has been a g-g-great night, and I must go and
finish it in the c-c-cabin of the Mary Ann with the captain, his mate
and the judge. They will know how to appreciate it! Such a t-t-triumph
must not be allowed to p-p-pass without a celebration."

He bustled about the room a few moments, kissed his wife, shook hands
with David and hastened away.

After he had vanished, David and Pepeeta passed down the long corridor
and out upon the balcony of the old Spencer House, to the place
appointed for the interview of the judge. The night was bright; a
refreshing breeze was blowing up from the river and the frequent
intermissions in the gusts of wind that swept over the sleeping city
gave the impression that Nature was holding her breath to listen to the
tales of love that were being told on city balconies and in country
lanes. Under the mysterious influence of the full moon, and of the
silence, for the noises of the city had died away, their imaginations
were aroused, their emotions quickened, their sensibilities stirred. It
seemed impossible that life could be seriously real. Their conceptions
of duty and responsibility were sublimated into vague and misty dreams,
and the enjoyment of the moment's fleeting pleasures seemed the only
reality and end of life.

The two lovers placed their chairs close to the railing and leaning over
it looked down into the deserted street or off toward the distant hills
swimming like islands on a sea of light, or up to the infinite sky in
the immensity of which their individual being seemed to be swallowed up,
or down into each other's eyes, in the depths of which they discovered
realities which they had never before perceived, and lost sight of those
in which they had always believed. For a long time they sat in silence.
Afterwards, there came a few whispered interchanges of feeling, as the
stillness of a grove is broken by gentle agitations among the leaves,
and finally David said,

"Pepeeta, you have long promised to tell me all you knew of your early
life; will you do it now?"

"Of what possible interest can it be to you?" she asked.

"It seems to me," he replied, "that I could linger forever over the
slightest detail. It is not enough to know what you are. I wish to know
how you came to be what you are."

"You must reconcile yourself to ignorance; the origin of my existence is
lost in night."

"Did not the doctor discover anything at all from the people in whose
possession he found you?"

"Nothing. They kept silence like the grave. He heard from a gypsy in
another camp that my parents belonged to a noble family in Spain, and
has often said that when he becomes very rich he will go with me to my
native land and find them. But I believe, myself, that the veil will
never be lifted from the past. I must be content!"

"But you can tell me something of that part of your childhood that you
do remember?"

"It is too sad! I do not want to think of anything that happened before
I met you. My life began from that moment. Before, I had only dreamed."

He was intoxicated with her beauty and her love; but he carried himself
carefully, for he was playing a desperate game and must keep himself
under control.

"And do you think," he said, "that having awakened from this dream you
can ever fall asleep again?"

"Can the bird ever go back into the shell or the butterfly into the
chrysalis? No, no, it is impossible."

"But would you, if you could?"

"Perhaps I ought to want to; but I cannot."

"And do you think that we can drift on forever as we are going?"

"I do not know. I do not dare to think. I only live from day to day."

"And you still refuse to take your future into your own hands?"

"It is not mine. I must accept what has been appointed."

"And you still believe that some door will be opened through which we
may escape?"

"With all my heart."

"I wish I could share your faith."

They ceased to speak, and sat silently gazing into each other's faces,
the heart of the woman rent with a conflict between desire and duty,
that of the man by a tempest of evil passions. At that moment, a slow
and heavy step was heard in the hallway. They looked toward the door,
and in the shadows saw a man who contemplated them silently for a moment
and then advanced.

David rose to meet him.

"I beg your pardon," he said, feigning embarrassment, "I had an errand
with the lady, and hoped I should find her alone."

"You may speak, for the gentleman is the friend of my husband and
myself," Pepeeta said.

"I will begin, then," he responded, "by asking if you recognize me?" And
at that he stepped out into the moonlight.

Pepeeta gave him a searching glance and exclaimed in surprise, "You are
the judge who married me."

He let his head fall upon his breast with well-assumed humility,
remained a moment in silence, looked up mournfully and said, "I would to
God that I had really married you, for then I should not have been
bearing this accursed load of guilt that has been crushing me for
months."

At these words, Pepeeta sprang from her seat and stood before him with
her hands clasped upon her breast.

"Be quick! go on!" she cried, when she had waited in vain for him to
proceed.

"Prepare yourself for a revelation of treachery and dishonor. I can
conceal my crime no longer. If I hold my peace the very stones in the
street will cry out against me."

"Make haste!" Pepeeta exclaimed, imperatively.

"Madam," continued the strange man, "I have betrayed you."

"You have betrayed me?"

"Yes, I have betrayed you. Do you understand? You are not married to
your husband. I deceived you as I was bribed to do. I was not a justice.
I had no right to perform that ceremony. It was a solemn farce. Your
false lover desired to possess the privileges without assuming the
responsibilities of marriage."

These words, spoken slowly, solemnly, and with a simulation of candor
which would have deceived her even if she had not desired to believe
them, produced the most profound impression upon the mind of Pepeeta.
She approached the judge and cried: "Sir, I beg you in the name of
heaven not to trifle with me! Is what you have told me true?"

"Alas, too true."

"If it is true, you will say it before the God in heaven? Raise your
right hand!"

Before an appeal so solemn and a soul so pure a man less corrupt would
have faltered; but without a moment's hesitation this depraved,
remorseless creature did as she commanded.

"I swear it," he said.

"Oh! sir," she cried, "you cannot understand; but this is the happiest
moment of my life!"

"Madam?" he exclaimed, interrogatively and with consummate art.

"It is not necessary for you to know why," she answered; "but on my
knees I thank you."

He lifted her up. "What can it mean? I implore you to tell me," he said.

"Do not ask me!" she replied. "I cannot tell you now! My heart is too
full."

"But does this mean that I have nothing to regret and that you have
forgiven me?"

"It does. For it is against God only you have sinned! As for myself, I
bless you from the bottom of my heart!"

She gave him her hand. He took it in his own and held it, looking first
at her and then at David with an expression of such surprise as to
deceive his accomplice scarcely less than his victim. Young,
inexperienced, innocent in this sin at least, she stood between
them--helpless.

It is one thing for a woman deliberately to renounce her marriage vows
to taste the sweets of forbidden pleasure, but quite another for a heart
so loyal to duty, to be betrayed into crime by an ingenuity worthy of
devils.

Child of misfortune that she was, victim of a series of untoward and
fatal circumstances, she had reason all her life to regret her
credulity; but never to reproach herself for wrong intentions. Her heart
often betrayed her; but her soul was never corrupted. She ought to have
been more careful--alas, yes, she ought--but she meant no sin.

Now that the confidence of Pepeeta had been secured, David's part in
this drama became comparatively easy.

He listened to the brief conversation in which by a well-constructed
chain of fictitious reasonings the judge riveted upon the too eager mind
of the child-wife the conclusion that she was free. When this arch
villain had concluded his arguments every suspicion had vanished from
her soul, and as he rose to depart she took him by the hand and bade him
a kindly and almost affectionate farewell. "Do not afflict yourself with
this painful memory," she said gently.

"I shall not need to afflict myself," he replied; "my memory will
afflict me, for I am as guilty as if the result had been what I
expected; and if in the coming years you find a moment now and then in
which you can lift up a prayer for a man who has forfeited his claim to
mercy, I beg you to devote it to him who from the depths of his heart
wishes you joy. Good-bye."

With many assurances of her pardon, Pepeeta followed him to the door and
bade him farewell.

When she returned to David her face was luminous with happiness, and
although he had begun already to experience a reaction and to suffer
remorse for his successful infamy, it was only like a drop of poison in
the ocean of his joy.

"Did I not tell you that all would be well?" she cried, approaching him
and extending both her hands. "But how sudden and how strange it is. It
is too good to be true. I cannot realize that I am free. I am like a
little bird that hops about its cage, peeps through the door which its
mistress' hand has opened, and knows not what to think. It wishes to go;
but it is frightened. What shall it do, David? Tell it! Shall it fly?"

"I also am too bewildered to act and almost too bewildered to think," he
said with unaffected excitement and anxiety, for now that the time and
opportunity for him to take so momentous a step had come, his heart
failed him. It was only with the most violent effort and under a most
pressing necessity that he pulled himself together and continued,

"The little bird must fly, and its mate must fly with it. There are too
few hours before daylight and we must not lose a single one. But are you
sure that you are quite ready? Is your mind made up? Will you go with me
trustfully? Will you accept whatever the future has in store?"

She took him in her strong young arms, printed her first kiss upon his
lips, and said: "I will go with you to the ends of the earth! I will go
with you through water and through fire! The future cannot bring me
anything from which I shall shrink, if it lets us meet it hand in
hand!"

Silently and swiftly they gathered together the few necessities of a
sudden journey, stole out of the quiet building and hurried away to a
livery stable. In a few moments they were rattling down the rough
cobble-stone pavement to the river. The ferryman, who had been retained
for this very purpose, pretended to be asleep. They aroused him, drove
onto the platform of his primitive craft and floated out upon the
stream. As the boat swung clear of the shore they heard music issuing
from the cabin windows of a steamer under whose stern they were passing.
It was the "Mary Ann." They listened. The music ceased for a moment and
a deep voice called out "B-b-bravo! Another song!"

They recognized it instantly, and Pepeeta pressed close to the side of
her lover.

"You hear it for the last time," he whispered.

"Thank God," she said.

That name uttered in the darkness of the night startled him. The idea
that he had cast a shuttle of crime into the great loom upon which the
fabric of his life was being woven, took complete possession of his
mind. With unerring prescience, he saw that it began to be entangled in
the mysterious meshes. A consciousness that he was no longer the master
but the victim of his destiny seized him and he shuddered. Pepeeta
perceived the shudder through the arm which embraced her.

"You are cold, my love," she said.

"My joy has made me tremble," he replied.

She pressed the hand which was holding hers and looked up into his face
with ineffable love.

The swift current seized the boat, twisting it hither and thither till
it seemed to the now trembling fugitive a symbol of the stream of
tendencies upon which he had launched the frail bark containing their
united lives.

"I wonder if I am strong enough to stem it?" he asked himself.

Pepeeta continued to press his hand and that gentle sign of love revived
his drooping courage. Perhaps there is no other act so full of
reassuring power as the pressure of a human hand. Neither a glance from
the eye nor a word from the lips can equal it. The fainting pilgrim, the
departing friend, the discouraged toiler, the returning prodigal welcome
it beyond all other symbols of helpfulness or love, and the dying saint
who leans the hardest on the "rod and the staff of God" as he goes down
into the dark valley finds a comfort scarcely less sweet in the warm
clasp of a human hand. Just as the courage of this daring navigator of
the sea of crime had been restored by this signal of his loved one's
trust, the boat grated on the beach.

"Can we find a minister who will marry us at this time of night?" David
said to the ferryman, although he had been careful to ask this question
before.

"Two blocks south and three east, second door on the right hand side,"
he answered laconically, as he received the fare.

Such adventurers passed often through his hands and their ways were
nothing new.

The fugitives drove hurriedly to the designated house, knocked at the
door, were admitted and in a few moments the final act which sealed
their fate had been performed.




CHAPTER XVI.

THE DERELICTS

"Born but to banquet and to drain the bowl."

--Homer.


The "Mary Ann" had just returned from a trip to New Orleans, and while
waiting for her cargo lay moored at the foot of Broadway. As the quack
ascended her gang-plank the captain and mate rose to greet him. There
was not on the entire river, where so many extraordinary characters have
been evolved, a more remarkable pair.

The captain was five feet four inches in height, round, ruddy, mellow
and jocund. A complete absence or suppression of moral sense, together
with health as perfect as an animal's, had rendered him insensible to
all the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune. He had never shed a
tear save in excessive laughter, and sorrow had never yet struck a dart
through the armor of fat in which he was sheathed.

The mate was his counterpart and foil. Six feet and three inches tall,
he was long-legged, lantern-jawed and goggle-eyed. Bilious in his
constitution, he was melancholic in his temperament, had been crossed in
love and soured at twenty, betrayed and bankrupted at thirty, and at
forty had turned his back upon the world, forswearing all its
amusements but those of the table, which his poor digestion made more
painful than pleasurable, all of its ambitions but those of getting
money And all friendships but those of the captain, to whom he was
attached like a limpet to a rock.

Such were the leading characteristics of the two worthies who rose from
their deck-stools to meet the doctor as he rolled up the gangway.

"Howdy, doctor?" said the mate, in the peculiar drawling vernacular of
the poor whites of the south, extending a hand as cold and hard as an
anchor.

"Welcome, prince of quacks! For a man who has made so many others walk
the plank with poison drugs, you do it but poorly yourself," cried the
captain, merrily.

"You will d-d-draw your last breath with a joke, as a d-d-drunkard sips
his last drop with a sigh," responded the doctor.

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"The idea has probably been marinating for years, because I loved the movie and the Stephen King book," said Buehler. "I'd just finished my own obsessive art project [and] it was an idea I had over the Christmas holidays."

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He's included a spoof review from the blog OverThinkingIt.com on the book's back jacket, which compares it to "the best of Beckett" in its "lack of forward momentum", and considers the struggles of the author, "heroically pitting himself against the Sisyphusean sentence". "It's that metatextual struggle of Man vs. Typewriter that gives this book its spellbinding power," the review says. "Some will dismiss it as simplistic; that's like dismissing a Pollack canvas as mere splatters of paint."

So far, Buehler says that around 1,000 people have viewed the book, for sale on Blurb.com for $8.95 in paperback, or $22.95 in hardback, and he's sold "a few" copies, with sales now starting to pick up steam. "A few people have asked me to sign it - they're looking it as a piece of art rather than a funny thing to give to a Kubrick fan," he said. "If you're not a Kubrick or King fan, you might not even get it."

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